a new piece I made yesterday.
Pretty much what I am feeling.
Discouraged, overwhelmed, old, and scared.
I have never not had a clear plan before...and at the moment I do not have a plan- just hope and faith and the willingness to work hard.
And though it is wonderful it is also sometimes me standing in the middle of the room wanting to scream f*ck at the top pf my lungs.
i often want to scream at the top of my lungs...i do sometime sin my car and it feels great!
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear you're feeling down--you're such an inspiration to me, I hope you're feeling better soon!
ReplyDeleteI second what Leigh says- you're inspirational, i'm sure you'll find your way again soon, just stamp and shout for a while until the path becomes clear.
ReplyDeletethank you- thank you - and thank you.
ReplyDeleteYour words made my day a little better.
Nadia- When I lived somewhere where i actually drived I too would often scream in my car...maybe that is what I am missing. I should just take screaming drives every once in awhile.
hi. i found your blog after you were featured on etsy's front page and i read it from time to time and i wanted you to know your work is really an inspiration to me. i can fully understand what you mean with this post. this is my word to describe this month.
ReplyDeletei don't post much of this to my blog because i'm afraid that people will then actually know i feel this way- lost, but still creating, with no plan. i'm 29 years old and i made a pb&j this morning to take to work with me (and i'm only a temp) i feel ya.
heather- totally there with you. I am coming up on my 31st b-day, have no job (which i am ok with but is very weird on my bad days),and every once in awhile all I need is a pb&j and a hug.
ReplyDeleteYou comment truly brought a smile to my face...
I do post when I feel this way 'cause I think if we all admit when we are feeling low we would not feel so alone in that low point:)
I know what you mean, Joetta. I'm sorry you're feeling that way. Hopefully the spring comes soon. I was feeling a lot like that last year when I had just switched into the fiber dept at school. Totally unsure of if I was in the right place. Unsure of myself, too. It'll work out.
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