sit down and cry.

sometimes I truly want to just sit down and cry as my head is spinning so fast with so many ideas, so many desires to experience life to its fullest, to make as many works as I can... sharing life's blinding beauty. Then little day to day life moments become huge roadblocks in this making the beauty so hard to see...

and I have to just try to remember that those are part of the journey too.
But oh how I wish money did not matter, time was endless, and my body had more hands.