I truly had no idea that writing this thesis paper would be so hard.
My approach to my work and life is so non linear and to try to explain that in a linear way has proven to be an incredible challenge for me.
And honestly I am not dealing with it so well.
Essentially I am being humbled to my knees.
And all I really want to do is crawl under the covers and cry.
Bu that will only delay the inevitable and so I am again re-writing the entire g!d d!mn thing.
so I post this thought...please bare with me as things get a little funny here.
I promise I will be back to a form of sanity at some point.