it's almost here!!!

It is now a month before my thesis show.

One month.

My freaking out has officially begun.

As a result I do not want to get out of bed, I prefer the state of avoidance.

I am obsessivly worried about my finicky cat that eats very little.

My house does not look anything like this house, aka clean and lovely.

And I don't care... which the fact I don't care is what worries me.  I tend to be a bit obsessive about the state of our apartment.

And instead of working in my paper I stare at my new geranium blossom, because she is much prettier then words on a computer that are exhausting me.

I have been so good and ready in preparation for the show but now I am shutting down.

I think I am going to go tot the acupuncturist maybe they can move all this energy around.

Thesis' who thought these up?